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I wanted to make myself believe that I already forgot you. That things were officially over and I already grown to understand everything.
It has been over 5 years or less and for that very long time, the truth still haunts me like hell. You have already a long lasting relationship. I tried to have one too, but unfortunately I’m not good at keeping relationships.
All along, I thought that I was just bored or tired of the same routine. But as I looked past through me, I realize that it’s never gonna be easy to forget you. No matter who I bump into, or I met, have a relationship with or whatever. It’s still you.
I wish I can just forget you. And things will just stop melting down into this realization. I wish I can really get over you. But it’s really hard.
I can forget you if I get occupied with other stuff, but if I’m just alone.. forgetting you will be very difficult.
